Today, I feel “ok.”

We had a session with B together this morning. As I was driving home, I felt like “me” for the first time in a long time. I also, for the first time I can remember since d-day, felt like, “you know what, we just might make it.”

I cannot even exactly explain why these thoughts and feelings flooded me today. I will think on it and try to write more later. In the meantime, I wanted to put them down in writing.

TL xx

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3 thoughts on “Today, I feel “ok.”

  1. Moments like these give me hope. Also, the desperate, angry, and sad moments have become noticeably less frequent, shorter, and less intense. They still hurt, and they may never go away. But, perhaps the perspective of time, work, learning, empathy, compassion, and practice helps them appear a little less overwhelming.

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